Monday, April 28, 2008

Starting over...

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I was in talks with a possible IM and what is great news for her is sad for me. A family member has graciously volunteered to carry their embryos. I am very happy for her - having a close family member do this for them is an ideal situation, not to mention, would save them a lot of money. I don't believe money to be the main reason, but it does keep doors open if a first transfer does not work.

As for me, I still plan on looking. I still feel it in me to help someone and like love... you just have to keep searching.

I still can't help but feel like I've been broken up with... with a "it's not you, it's me" speech =PP

Ah well... back to the ole drawing board.

1 comment:

Deshaine said...

you'll find the right IPs. It's like when you're talking to a woman who recently miscarried... "God wanted to make sure the baby was the perfect baby for you, and this one wasn't. Hang in there and the next one will be perfect"... Only we're talking about IPs, not babies.