Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Celebrities who've used a surrogate

Neat.

http://egg-donation-directory.blogspot.com/2007/08/celebrities-whove-used-egg-donation.html

http://egg-donation-directory.blogspot.com/2007/10/celebrities-who-have-used-ivf-and.html

Thursday, July 17, 2008

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Nope... not matched.

It looks like there would be an issue with a past "thing" with my ex and certain aspects of my past and current situation that would cause too many red flags with the clinic's Psychologist. She talked to them herself.

With the amount of money on the line to even get me to that point, it would be too much of a risk to be turned down. She (PIM) did say that her clinic is one of the strictest around.

We wished each other the best... and that's that. Major suckage =/

Maaaaatched?

Just a teeny step closer. She's got to verify one thing with her clinic and one thing with her lawyer, but.... I think we're MATCHED!
I'm terrified to even say it out loud!
I'm scared to get excited.
What a huge emotional let down it will be if two remaining pieces end up being show stoppers.

But I can't quit grinnin'


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Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Whoa!

Recently, I've been ready to call this entire journey quits. One can only take so much direct rejection before giving up, right?

Well, my ad went back up after a couple of weeks of it 'not working'. I ended up emailing the owner of the SMO site and she fixed it for me. I had been talking to NC, who was a friend of SC, and thought things were going very well... and then no more emails. I haaaaaaaate the abrupt ending of emails like that. It sucks. I'm left wondering wth happened and if there was something I said.

So, in the midst of my dejection, VA emails me. VA from almost exactly a month ago. She was another that abruptly stopped communicating. She apologized and said she was in NJ and that she didn't have my email until my ad went back up. So, over the last 3-4 days, we've been emailing and catching up and delving even deeper into everything. We talked on the phone last night for a bit more than an hour and I'm excited!

I don't want to use the "m" word... since we both need to bring husbands up to speed and think through whether or not we're good for eachother, but I'm there - I'm on board! As exciting as it is - I'm TERRIFIED. Up until now, it's only been a thought in my head. Up until now, it's been a simple dream. I hope to update you soon as to whether or not we decide to go forward with eachother. =)

Friday, July 11, 2008

NC

Soooo... it's been slow on the surrogacy side. My ad was down for a while and I recently put it back up. SC (see last post) recommended me to her friend NC, who was also looking for a surrogate. NC is pretty cool and although it's still very, very early - I feel good about her and possibilities developing.
We will see. =)